I posted something on Facebook yesterday. Something that has to do with my name. I was intended the post to somebody. Somebody who is in my friends list. Somebody who’d been online like 24/7. Yes, he read it and did commented on my post. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not condemning him, I just don’t feel comfortable with the name simply because it’s not my name and I would like him to know my stand. Well, the name and my name is slightly different in the spelling, but still, it’s not my name. Why do one like to call people other than their own names?? I just don’t get it. Unless it is something that has been established over the years, that’s a different story. Like a nickname. I’ve been nicknamed differently by different people I’ve met in different places. Well, to be honest, this has not happened in my primary-school-years.
When I was in Form 5, my Add. Math teacher nicknamed me with ‘C.Y’. The whole class started to call me by that name. Honestly, I feel weird. I don’t like being called that. It sounded weird. It lasted until now that I’d know who has been texting me if they use the C.Y name. It’s none other than the Guys.
I still feel weird though. I don’t like the name, seriously. Why can’t they call me by my name, my real name? Bukannya panjang pun.
Oh, back to the Facebook thingy, I logged in my Facebook account this morning and figured that the person who I have intended the post to was no longer on my friends list. I don’t know if he has remove me as one of his friends, blocked me from his page or just simply disappear. To me, it looks like he cannot stand my stand. He’s like what, 30+?? C’mon, don’t be so childish.
Whatever. I’m not going to apologize. I’ve done nothing wrong. I’m just stressing my stand. If you can’t handle it, you may go. I don’t have a regret over what I did. I know no matter how careful we chose our words, people still tend to manipulate them.
